Monday, February 8, 2016

Should...

Oh my goodness.  The "shoulds" are killing me today.  I should put away the laundry.  I should be spending more time playing with Steven.  I should call this person and that person and this other person...  I should spend Steven's nap time resting.  I should spend Steven's nap time working.  I should call our insurance agent about our life insurance.  I should go to the grocery store.  I should wait til Stony gets home so I don't have to take the boys...  I should go see Stony.  I should make my parents dinner since they have been driving for 16 hours.  I should make our dinner.  I should actully make dinner for tomorrow too since I will be at work all day.  I should.  I should.  I should. 

Good grief!!  I should sounds like evil words intended to keep me down.  None of the "shoulds" are bad things.  Just things that I am trying to decided if I should do or not.  I just finished my devotional this afternoon.  Her "step out instructions":  For the rest of the day, try to filter every word, decision, and activity with your kids through the grid of being like Jesus--and nothing else. 

Sigh.  That's good.  That is what I am going to do.  No more shoulds.  Only Jesus, me, and my kids. Thank you, Jesus.

No comments:

Post a Comment